Guys, I think I've had enough! Before I get into it. It's FRIDAAYYY. Literally #TGIF.
So here it is. How can my man ignore me by not saying hello to me and walk straight to his ex girlfriend and find out if she's alright before he comes to me when we were meeting up to go cinema! Like how disrespectful. I just couldn't believe him. I've never felt so embarrassed in my life. I was hurt but I just don't show my feelings. It's completely obvious that she STILL comes first. I don't know guys. What do I do? Like I would never ever think about doing something like that to him but obviously I'm not that important to him. His world revolves around his ex girlfriend. I actually thought I could handle it but why should I literally settle for less.
I really like him but if this is how its going to be almost all the time then I don't want to be that girl. I felt like such a fool yesterday and I still do. It just sucks that he did that to me. I still cant get over it. Like I am just dumbfounded. Like completely. I am not a cryer and I don't believe no man is worth wasting your precious tears on. I tried to show emotion but instead I just laughed. Literally laughed out loud and shook my head because I just could not believe it. Maybe I'm being selfish but it was such a shit feeling that I'm still not over it.
WOW! That's just rude.
Anyway , You'll know I write for www.swallowourwords.org.uk. So today we are doing a little meet and greet. Be a great opportunity to see everyone and talk more about the website. And straight after that it's my friends birthday, we off to the Water Margin to celebrate her day! Update on those two things Monday.
Have a good weekend readers! Hope you have a blast.
