my day with Priya

hello hello,

so yesterday i went out with my friend Priya to Illford. It was our day, to just chill and talk and create memories. We watched three movies, 'Mission Impossible: Ghost Protocal' , ' Sherlock Holmes : A game of  Shadows' and we snuck into 'The Girl with the Dragon Tattoo'. All these films were just amazing!!!! They  all had some things in common like action, drama, adventure. However, the real advanture was when myself and Priya went into 'frankies and bennies' and bought pasta, ate that. Talked a lil and ordered pizza (to take away). But obviously we were too chicken to ask for a doggy bag so we just wrapped it in tissue (paid our bill ) and ran out of the restaurant. Trust me, it's funnier than it sounds. Doing that (and sneaking into a movie) was the most adventurous thing Priya and I have done together because i don't see her very much. It was a totally good day and i had so much fun and became a fan of 'The Girl with the Dragon Tattoo' movement. Great movie/story. Cannot wait for the next 2 to come out.
Anyway, going out again with my dad and sister to maybe watch one of the three movies again. I'm seriously not complaining. Could watch the movies over and over again.
Got to go now, speak soon.

Irene

so today , i was going through my old old messages (msn stage) and i stumbled across a conversation that i had with an ex boyfriend. I came to realise how much i have grown as a person  and  as a young woman. When you are young you don't realise the meaning or importance behind certain words and you just say them because your vocabulary is not as wide as it would be if you were older so you end up using words that haven't got that specific emotion attached to it.
        Hate, hate is a word that is used daily in conversations. it's easy to say that you 'hate' a particular thing or persons but you don't really 'hate' them, you just dislike them. however, we all find it easier and quicker to say the word 'hate' because it's easier than saying dislike. Think about what you say before you say it and make sure that the emotion you are feeling or looking for is in the word you are using.
 - Remember . . . the tongue is a killer but the brain is the triger.

bonding

Hi guys,
Its been a while yes but been busy with exams and volunteering and work but i must say , i have had the best 3 days 2 nights ever.

I am in the student union in my college and we had such a great bonding experience ever. We went to Lambourne end to bond as a new union. Bearing in mind that we had to debate a lot and stand for what we believed in but it was so great. We knew not to take things personally and just leaving that sort of conversation in the room.
   I got to bond with amazing people that i wouldn't have even thought of talking to or even look at within the college so it was a great experience.  And i know i keep saying it was a great experience, thats because it was and I have no words to describe it. Like i know that i want to spill but the words are not coming out. However, I will say one thing- the power of listening is greater than anything else. Just listening and understanding a person can take you a very long way. Also working together to make decisions that will affect/effect somebody is crucial. You also gotta make sure you don't pass judgement on a personal view especially if it involvs a whole student body.
  I just had such a great time i thought i should share my 3 days 2 nights. We did activities as a team, doing circuits and carrying ladders around like lunatics and jumping in a freezing cold pool at about 10 o'clock at night. Fortunately, it was one of the most amazing moments for me on the whole trip.
   There was a lot of friendly loving on our trip and we just worked as a team and we came up with loads of good ideas for our college aswell. Great minds think a like.
I am amazed at our progress, thanks for reading guys. I know it wasn't my best pitch but thank you.

Annoyance

Heloooo,
      So the last time I posted was New Years Eve and now it's close to Easter and I must tell you, so much has happened. In the spaceof 4 months I've come to make really big life decisions.
Tonights topic is annoyance!
There are things that annoy us, and then there a PEOPLE who just don't get it that 'if you eat any louder, I will suffocate you with your own food'. Some people are so annoying that you have to leave the room or just walk away before you PUNCH THEM IN THE FACE!
   It beats me as to why someone would go out of their own free will to be ANNOYING. The only thing that springs to my mind is ATTENTION SEEKING.  If noone wants to speak to you or acknowledge the fact that you exist then DEAL WITH IT. It doesn't give you an opportunity to piss them off even more! But you also got the ones that can't help but be annoying. Those ones I honestly don't understand. I don't even know what to say.

You know those ones where they talk and talk and talk and talk and TALK. It's like they've got verbal diarrhea. They just don't shut up. Sometimes its funny. Most times its face grinding annoying.
aw, mate...
I don't even have words to express the deride I have for such behaviour. My goodness.

        Enjoy your night people.