Countdown ...

Hey guys, so let get to it.

Here's a  bit of pointless information for you as to what my calendar looks like for the first week of August!

2 August :
12:30pm : Acting class with Miss Alarna Carr
2:30pm: Ted with Priya (day out)
8:30pm: Packing

4 August :
7:15am : Olympics (Athletics)

5 August
ALL DAY: Packing

Okay so maybe that's only like the first few days but today is the 31st and Hectic already so there's no need to include it because it's almost over.

So I have been doing a lot of reading these past few months. I LOVE TO READ! I don't mind what genre just as long as I can get into it and not be bored. This allows me to discover other authors because I'm not hell bound on specifics. So I just finished reading a novella called UnEnchanted By Chanda Hahn which was actually a good read. It was more of a train journey read. It had 27 chapters but was only like 256 pages long. I started reading it when I left my house and had finished reading by the time I got to work. It's very intriguing. I'm tempted to buy book 2 of it. I just might. Who knows! Right now I am looking for a Romance book that will allow me to forget all the wrong in my own love life. Most of my friends suggested Fifty Shades but I've already read all three so. I am still looking. As a writer myself I am trying to find inspiration for finish my latest project but with my busy schedule, I barely have time to breathe.

Soo, I am single completely and to be fair, I kinda like it. And no it'd not because I can go out and party and do whatever because I would do that anyway with or without a boyfriend. But it'd because I can just be myself. I can just be still and enjoy my own company. I can get stuck into my books and just be the weird girl that I am and act any how knowing fully well that my actions are not hurting anyone.

Oh yes and I am planning a Holidayyy ! Oh yeah. Although I am a little sad that I can't go with my friends and I have to go alone I don't mind because I get to spend some quality time with my cousins. I am totally excited and cannot wait. Only thing is I have to get time off work and try get it paid as well. I mean it only a week and I have done ALL work given to me just to make sure they couldn't say NO!. I am super excited.
I will be sure to keep you updated and give you a low down of what happened on my date with Priya and who knows, maybe I will feel generous and leak some of my work on here! Super excited for everything it would seem.

MOT Girl x

ups and downs and kicky shafts.

Hello hello ,

Umm it's been a while.
So updates... my and my beau are officially over even though we went to the Olympics together and i stayed over his place. I think he might have got the wrong idea about the whole situation and in the end, before I left, we had an argument about the whole situation and things are as per... rocky with us. Thing is i want his friendship and nothing else. I don't need anything else. But i know i'd rather his friendship than nothing at all. He's special to me. I see me and him being friends for years and not getting bored of each other. Well he is very busy at the moment. He's going to be away for like 20 days from yesterday. It's not like I'm counting or anything. Totally LAME! But still. We will miss each other in terms of being in the same place. He's off to Wales the time that I am in Belgium and when I came back, he's off to camp. I guess we'll just see each other at my birthday dinner.
Which reminds me that I have to look for a nice restaurant to host my guest in. I am undecided about the culture I want to go with so we'll see.

GO TEAM GB!
So the Olympics are here and guess who's got tickets? well ... a bunch of us went to watch the women's basketball on Saturday. The teams playing were France v Brazil and Great Britain v Australia. Well it was a very intense game I must say but I had fun. It was good to see old faces and a few new ones. It was a great day. However, the prices for drinks and food were extortionate. My gosh! Lemme give you a low down, a bottle of coca cola was £2.40 + and water was £1.60. A bottle of beer was £4.30 and a glass of wine was £5+. It was ridiculous but i still bought those things. Regardless. I guess they are clever in that sense. People will buy no matter the price. If you're hungry, you're hungry.
Oh and in case you were wondering... France won and so did Australia. And I also have tickets to go see the Athletics this Saturday 4th. Super excited.


Oh yes and I am moving as well. Well just rooms but it's just as exciting. I am moving into a bigger room, so that means a bigger bed and all sorts. My friends and I have a lot of work to do but we are excited to put on our dungarees and our bandannas and get all dirty! we are soo excited!  Although it will be very expensive on my part because I tend to buy everything myself since I am working so I can afford it. I'm talking about rugs and mirrors. Canvases, Wallpapers and the lot. I'm soo excited !!! EEEPPP!!

 MOT Girl x

This is It

Hey guys,
Sorry I haven't posted for a while but okay ummm.. things are just really paced pace at the moment and I take some time to just be still.

So it's crazy busy at work, Like non stop. BUT I like it. It keeps me busy and I do enjoy working. Umm, college is starting to freak me out because the results are coming out soon and I am dreading it. I just hope that its good news. Umm,
Romance Academy had a reunion on Wednesday and I must admit I was really excited to see the kids again.  It was interesting because after being with them for so long, you build the trust but as soon as you leave them , their walls go straight back up which is what happened. But it was still a really good session and I enjoyed it.
Umm, I had a governors meeting on yesterday which was three hours long! My goodness. It was so hard not to fall asleep. Being the students' Unions president at my college I am automatically a governor and one of my responsibilities is to go to the meetings. The chair man made it a little more tolerable due to his jokes and wit but if not for him I would have slept no doubt. But at the end of the meeting , there was a unanimous vote upon staff excluding senior management getting a pay rise. I know a few teachers that will be well and truly happy with that!

So today is Friday and I am in my final hour of work, going to start getting ready to go home very soon. I thought I should quickly update you all.

MOT Girl x

sorry!!!

Hi guys,
Sorry I have been MIA lately. Just needed time to focus on a few things including working on mine and my relationship status with my last conquest. And also I've been swamped at work.

So ummm, I have been reading the ever popular infectious book of the season ' Fifty Shades of Grey' in order to write a review on it for the website I write for. I must the book is rather addictive. I read it in four days. Although I am a fast reader, I tend to take my sweet time reading a book. I usually read a book within the time span of a week unless its a mills & boons book in which case I finish reading it within a day. However, something in this book kept me itching for me. I could hardly put it down. I read it at work, on the train , in the bath, EVERYWHERE! This book was like my drug for the past few days. But I've done my review which you can check out at www.swallowourwords.org.uk. I'm moving on to Fifty Shades Darker which is the second book in the trilogy and then finally I'll read 'FIFTY SHADES FREED' 


So back to my life , ummm I took my niece out over the weekend. I took her to her fencing club where she looked adorable in her uniform. She is a pearl! I love her with all my heart and she's very cleaver, a little too cleaver for her age. I guess the apple doesn't fall too far from the tree. After that I took her to get some lunch and we caught up. Talking about school and how she's excited to have the holidays. After eating I took her to watch ICE AGE 4 which was a great deal of fun. I laughed & she laughed and it was just great. 


So on Sunday me and my latest conquest had a sit down to discuss what was going on with us and bla bla. After leaving him, I had to do a really long over due self analysis. It occurred to me that I do not allow myself to love. It's very bizarre but I just can't help it. It's like my heart is closed up. The thought of being in love disgusts me. I don't know. It's very strange.
who knows , maybe if this conquest sticks around, he may be the first guy I could ever love. Who knows. 


MOT Girl x  

ummm.. No

Hey guys, It the middle of the week AGAIN!! 2 more days till the weekend and I have no work tomorrow because of ANOTHER bus strike. This is great news because I can chill with friends near my area or alone. I feel like I need to be surrounded by people that don't want me in bed. Just good friends that want a good laugh.

So, how do I feel now that I'm completely single with no strings attached? Honestly, affected. Like out of all my ex boyfriends and people that I have been involved with , this one hurts the most because no one has ever treated me that way, espesh if we had something going on. What's more bizarre is the fact that , like he is a gentleman and he promised he wouldn't hurt me and I believed him. I guess we all have our moments when you get sucked in by others.

Enough about boys! I'm working and I'm enjoying life. I love hanging out with friends because now I have time for them. It's my friends birthday outing Friday, she wants to go clubbing so I'm going to go to support her on her special day.

I won't be all depressed and morbid on here because it really is not my style but that does not mean that  I am not hurt or I didn't care about him. I just have a high threshold for emotional pain -.-. Believe it!

MOT Girl x

FSSM!

Hey readers, Sorry for not sticking to my word. I know I said I would post on Monday but I just couldn't bring myself to it.
So let me just updat you on what went down. I didn't got to either things that were planned. Lots of last minute cancellation and I just thought eff it. I went to see my beau instead and just chilled. We had a great time watching stupid movies. We kissed and talked and whatever and then later he took me out to get something to eat and we had a great time just relaxing and talking and laughing. So that was Friday night. I was really upset about what he did before but the boy is adroable and I just can't get enough of him.
Saturday
So saturday I took my sister out because she has been upset for a while. She recently got out of a long term relationship and it affected her pretty badly. I just wanted to do something nice for her to cheer her up. My beau and I met my sister and sat down in a restaurant and had a really nice Brunch and a nice long chat about what is going on with her and how she is feeling and all that. She also got the chance to meet my beau and she liked him which was a relief because I didn't want any tention at all. And glad there wasn't any. So after we left my sister , we went to meet a friend of ours and we went to sit and talk. It was a really good day. After chilling out for a little while , all three of us went back to our friends and slept there for the night. I had a lot of fun. I love spening time with my beau, we get on so well and he's just great.

Sunday
Sunday was really chilled, we just all went home and had a good day of rest.

MONDAY!!
Monday was just an epic day!
1. I got into an argument with my mother
2. I pissed off a friend & myslef
3. I broke things off with my beau!

1. I woke up sorta happy with myself and the world. Things were great , you know. I have great friends , a great family and I have my health. What more do I want? Well, I got into an argument with the queen of the house over something I know nothing about. Long story short , she left the house to go work and I was stuck in the hosue . . . which leads into
2. She left me with nothing, I had a thing that mroning and let's just say I couldn't go to it and I was supposed to go with me friend. So in the end we both didn't go which pissed me off for the fact that I had disappointed my friend. Worst feeling ever! But We're okay now. We still skillets!  
3. So things between me and my beau had been rocky from the very beginning and yesterday I just decided I have had enough. I didn't want to be treated like some bloody hand me downs and I didn't want to hate him for treating me that way. I wanted to remember for the good times we had together. Not the shit things that he scarred me with emotionally. In a way I'm glad because now I'm outside that box of infactuation and I can see him for what he really is. Like I thought he was a striaght up guy but he just ended up to be like every other guy. But you know what , I'm a strong girl, it's not like i was in love with him. I do like him as a friend and I hope we can continue to be friends but if I'm hoenst, that's all it looks like for me and him as of right now!


So readers , there you are. You are now updated.
MOT Girl x