Great expectations

What a loser I have been today! So the guy that I have been seeing texted me this morning saying 'morning beautiful' how cute right. Then he's like I want to ask you something, so I'm thinking we are going to make it official. I get so excited , get all ready and all that and go to his house. We have a great time just being in each others company , laughing , kissing. So I ask him what he wanted to say and guess what? He wasn't making it official. I bit my tongue and still managed to have a great time with him. So why am I feeling like this? There was a hiccup effort regarding myself and someone else so I wanted to reassure him that he could trust me and the reply I got back was not pleasant. I meant to others it may not be as hurtful but to me , because I care about him I would say that yes I am hurt. I don't know what to say or do because I don't want to argue or anything like that. Hmmm , what to do? MOT girl x