Hey readers, Sorry for not sticking to my word. I know I said I would post on Monday but I just couldn't bring myself to it.
So let me just updat you on what went down. I didn't got to either things that were planned. Lots of last minute cancellation and I just thought eff it. I went to see my beau instead and just chilled. We had a great time watching stupid movies. We kissed and talked and whatever and then later he took me out to get something to eat and we had a great time just relaxing and talking and laughing. So that was Friday night. I was really upset about what he did before but the boy is adroable and I just can't get enough of him.
Saturday
So saturday I took my sister out because she has been upset for a while. She recently got out of a long term relationship and it affected her pretty badly. I just wanted to do something nice for her to cheer her up. My beau and I met my sister and sat down in a restaurant and had a really nice Brunch and a nice long chat about what is going on with her and how she is feeling and all that. She also got the chance to meet my beau and she liked him which was a relief because I didn't want any tention at all. And glad there wasn't any. So after we left my sister , we went to meet a friend of ours and we went to sit and talk. It was a really good day. After chilling out for a little while , all three of us went back to our friends and slept there for the night. I had a lot of fun. I love spening time with my beau, we get on so well and he's just great.
Sunday
Sunday was really chilled, we just all went home and had a good day of rest.
MONDAY!!
Monday was just an epic day!
1. I got into an argument with my mother
2. I pissed off a friend & myslef
3. I broke things off with my beau!
1. I woke up sorta happy with myself and the world. Things were great , you know. I have great friends , a great family and I have my health. What more do I want? Well, I got into an argument with the queen of the house over something I know nothing about. Long story short , she left the house to go work and I was stuck in the hosue . . . which leads into
2. She left me with nothing, I had a thing that mroning and let's just say I couldn't go to it and I was supposed to go with me friend. So in the end we both didn't go which pissed me off for the fact that I had disappointed my friend. Worst feeling ever! But We're okay now. We still skillets!
3. So things between me and my beau had been rocky from the very beginning and yesterday I just decided I have had enough. I didn't want to be treated like some bloody hand me downs and I didn't want to hate him for treating me that way. I wanted to remember for the good times we had together. Not the shit things that he scarred me with emotionally. In a way I'm glad because now I'm outside that box of infactuation and I can see him for what he really is. Like I thought he was a striaght up guy but he just ended up to be like every other guy. But you know what , I'm a strong girl, it's not like i was in love with him. I do like him as a friend and I hope we can continue to be friends but if I'm hoenst, that's all it looks like for me and him as of right now!
So readers , there you are. You are now updated.
MOT Girl x
