'... are you the sweetest invention of a lovers dream... or are you truly as wonderful as you seem...'
Things are never really how we want it to be.And if we said in the spur of the moment that something was 'perfect' then you obviously deceived yourself. If I said my life was perfect then I would be lying.. BIG time. Truth is, I feel like my life is a long way from being perfect. There are a lot of things to do and while I've been able to do A LOT of things in my short life... it's not enough. It just hasn't been my one true love which is acting. Sure I go to my weekly routine classes and I love it but It's just not the same performing for one person. Acting is what I love to do. It keeps me sane and I love love love.
My acting class went great and I can't wait to get back to it. My instructor has so much faith in me that it's over whelming. I was so touched by her persistence in me finding work. I think she believes in me more than my own family. It's a little sad but I believe in myself and I believe in the bigger picture that God has for me. I am so touched and if this career picks up , I'll have my teacher to guide me through it.
That's it for now. My heart is still heavy with adoration that I cannot think properly.
Lots of love
MOT Girl x
