Hi guys,
Sorry I have been MIA lately. Just needed time to focus on a few things including working on mine and my relationship status with my last conquest. And also I've been swamped at work.
So ummm, I have been reading the ever popular infectious book of the season ' Fifty Shades of Grey' in order to write a review on it for the website I write for. I must the book is rather addictive. I read it in four days. Although I am a fast reader, I tend to take my sweet time reading a book. I usually read a book within the time span of a week unless its a mills & boons book in which case I finish reading it within a day. However, something in this book kept me itching for me. I could hardly put it down. I read it at work, on the train , in the bath, EVERYWHERE! This book was like my drug for the past few days. But I've done my review which you can check out at www.swallowourwords.org.uk. I'm moving on to Fifty Shades Darker which is the second book in the trilogy and then finally I'll read 'FIFTY SHADES FREED'
So back to my life , ummm I took my niece out over the weekend. I took her to her fencing club where she looked adorable in her uniform. She is a pearl! I love her with all my heart and she's very cleaver, a little too cleaver for her age. I guess the apple doesn't fall too far from the tree. After that I took her to get some lunch and we caught up. Talking about school and how she's excited to have the holidays. After eating I took her to watch ICE AGE 4 which was a great deal of fun. I laughed & she laughed and it was just great.
So on Sunday me and my latest conquest had a sit down to discuss what was going on with us and bla bla. After leaving him, I had to do a really long over due self analysis. It occurred to me that I do not allow myself to love. It's very bizarre but I just can't help it. It's like my heart is closed up. The thought of being in love disgusts me. I don't know. It's very strange.
who knows , maybe if this conquest sticks around, he may be the first guy I could ever love. Who knows.
MOT Girl x
